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sisters in Christ ,
As we approach the
Christmas season, we naturally start to think of the characters involved,
such as Mary. She must have felt pretty helpless, when she found out
she would be raising the Son Of God. I often feel inadequate and
helpless just raising
natural children. I will never experience what Mary did but
"helplessness" is a feeling that I have had a lot lately.
When our daughter was
told she had a large tumor that needed to be removed and a cancer
specialist was asked to assist in the surgery -I felt helpless.
When one of my students,
this fall, told me that his daddy ran away from home last night -I felt
helpless.
Or when my own child
comes home and cries in his bedroom and won't tell me what is wrong, or
one calls home and you know they could sure benefit from a hug from their
mom, but you're too far away -I feel helpless.
And when my husband
makes a decision that I don't fully agree with -I feel helpless.
So, what do I do with
this feeling of helplessness? I pray and believe.
Paul says in his first
letter to the Corinthians 2 vs. 2 & 3 "for I determine to know
nothing among you except 'Jesus Christ' and Him crucified and I was with
you in weakness and in fear and trembling." That's me! So
powerless, so weak, so in need of help and with only my belief that:
God's promises are
always true. (II Cor. 1: 20)
That God is Love. (1
John 4:16)
That perfect love,
casts out fear. (1 John 4:18)
If you seek Me with
your whole heart , you will find Me. (Jer. 29:13)
That He will never
leave me nor forsake me. (Josh 1:5b)
Whatsoever, you shall
ask in My name, believing, you shall receive. (Matt. 21:22)
Praise God that He has
shown me through my helplessness that I am never without hope,
never without faith, never without trust in
the word implanted in my heart and never without the God of the Universe
who walks with me through every helpless moment. And reminding
myself through all of this -I am never helpless.
" I will send to
you a 'Helper' (Holy Spirit) that will be with you forever." (John
14:16) My prayer is that I will realize my helplessness in every
moment of every day, so that I would rely on Him for everything and pray!
In Christ,
Bonnie Hoyt
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